A special April day

April 17th 2013

Let me mark a day. A special day with love, true love from my darling whom I am so in love with and believe in.

Today I woke up by your proposal in the early morning (in Vietnam, yeah). But hey, You proposed me via Line, hmm humm that sounds unique, *hilarious* (positive meaning I mean;)) and unusual. Every girl expects a real proposal with surprise, kisses and hugs. But I acknowledge that your way is not less moving than the real one becoz I know and I feel your love is real <3

Then we talked about the marriage procedure and documents. Parents would think we were insane if looking at what we plan I suppose. But yes, love drives us crazy in consciousness. Aside from worries, we treasure belief and faith in each other. We hold hands till the end of the road though we know our path "enjoys" both pleasure and difficulties. To say the truth, I am sometimes not clear about how we are going to do it as we lack of conversation between related parties (you, I and our parents). Actually I hardly accept that we are going do that without acceptance from parents. Perhaps I get used to be a good girl who often obey parents and dont dare to go against them. So I do count on you darling, to take proactive and determined actions to move thing forwards, and I stay besides you when you do it. On the other hand, I understand that I should not put such pressure on you, that I should share with you.

I thought I would have a perfect day except one thing happened in the evening that screwed it. My boss suddenly called me and blamed me for the policies I have made. I would expect something wrong with the policies since it applied for the brand new credit model of the bank, but this just went beyond my expectation and intention. Well, I know that I made no mistake, and that was just the manager forgot the key features, then he made the misunderstanding here. I dont write to analyze who is wrong, who is right yet the very purpose is to remark what I have learnt from this experience. The greatest lesson is about my reaction to situations like this. I was so emotional that I did burst into tear and that scared my parents. I should otherwise stay calm to solve the problem and should understand that situations like this are normal in the workplace. Be strong and clever Hanh, you should know how to protect yourself from being vulnerable in the fiercer working environment.

After all, I am thankful that I am blessed by love from whom I love. Let's be alive:)

The best is yet to come. Keep trying and keep believing:)